Sending an
Angel
It was August of 1942 in
Piotrkow,
Poland. The sky was
gloomy that morning as we waited anxiously. All the men, women and
children of Piotrkow's Jewish ghetto had been herded into a square.
Word had gotten around that we were being moved.
My father had only recently died from
typhus, which
had run rampant
through the crowded ghetto. My greatest fear was that our family would
be separated.
"Whatever you do," Isidore, my eldest brother,
whispered to me, "don't
tell them your real age. Say you're sixteen."
I was tall for a boy of 11, so I could pull it off.
That way I might be
deemed valuable as a worker. An SS man approached me, boots clicking
against the cobblestones. He looked me up and down, then asked my age.
"Sixteen," I said. He directed me to the left, where
my three brothers
and other healthy young men already stood.
My mother was motioned to the right with the other
women, children,
sick and elderly people. I whispered to Isidore, "Why?" He didn't
answer. I ran to Mama's side and said I wanted to stay with her.
"No," she said sternly. "Get away. Don't be a
nuisance. Go with your
brothers."
She had never spoken so harshly before. But I
understood: She was
protecting me. She loved me so much that, just this once, she pretended
not to. It was the last I ever saw of her.
My brothers and I were transported in a cattle car
to Germany. We
arrived at the Buchenwald concentration camp and were led into a
crowded barracks. The next day, we were issued uniforms and
identification numbers.
I was put to work in the camp's crematorium, loading
the dead into a
hand-cranked elevator. I, too, felt dead. Hardened, I had become a
number. Soon, my brothers and I were sent to Schlieben, one of
Buchenwald's sub-camps near Berlin.
One morning I thought I heard my mother's voice:
"Son," she said softly
but clearly, "I am sending you an angel." Then I woke up. Just a dream.
A beautiful dream. But in this place there could be no angels. There
was only work. And hunger. And fear.
A couple of days later, I was walking around the
camp, around the
barracks, near the barbed-wire fence where the guards could not easily
see. I was alone. On the other side of the fence, I spotted someone: a
young girl with light, almost luminous curls. She was half-hidden
behind a birch tree. I glanced around to make sure no one saw me. I
called to her softly in German.
"Do you have something eat?" She didn't understand.
I inched closer to
the fence and repeated the question in Polish. She stepped forward. I
was thin and gaunt, with rags wrapped around my feet, but the girl
looked unafraid. In her eyes, I saw life. She pulled an apple from her
woolen jacket and threw it over the fence. I grabbed the fruit and, as
I started to run away, I heard her say faintly in Polish,
"I'll see you tomorrow."
I returned to the same spot by the fence at the same
time every day.
She was always there with something for me to eat - a hunk of bread or,
better yet, an apple. We didn't dare speak or linger. To be caught
would mean death for us both. I didn't know anything about her just a
kind farm girl except that she understood Polish. What was her name?
Why was she risking her life for me? Hope was in
such short supply, and
this girl on the other side of the fence gave me some, as nourishing in
its way as the bread and apples. Nearly seven months later, my brothers
and I were crammed into a coal car and shipped to Theresienstadt camp
in Czechoslovakia.
"Don't return," I told the girl that day. "We're
leaving."
I turned toward the barracks and didn't look back,
didn't even say
good-bye to the girl whose name I'd never learned, the girl with the
apples.
We were in Theresienstadt for three months. The war
was winding down
and Allied forces were closing in, yet my fate seemed sealed. On May
10, 1945, I was scheduled to die in the gas chamber at 10:00 AM. In the
quiet of dawn, I tried to prepare myself. So many times death seemed
ready to claim me, but somehow I'd survived. Now, it was over. I
thought of my parents. At least, I thought, we will be reunited.
At 8 A.M. there was a commotion. I heard shouts and
saw people running
every which way through camp. I caught up with my brothers. Russian
troops had liberated the camp! The gates swung open. Everyone was
running, so I did too.
Amazingly, all of my brothers had survived; I'm not
sure how. But I
knew that the girl with the apples had been the key to my survival. In
a place where evil seemed triumphant, one person's goodness had saved
my life, had given me hope in a place where there was none. My mother
had promised to send me an angel, and the angel had come.
Eventually I made my way to England where I was
sponsored by a Jewish
charity, put up in a hostel with other boys who had survived the
Holocaust and trained in electronics. Then I came to America, where my
brother Sam had already moved.
I served in the U. S. Army during the Korean War and
returned to New
York City after two years. By August 1957 I'd opened my own electronics
repair shop. I was starting to settle in. One day, my friend Sid who I
knew from England called me.
"I've got a date. She's got a Polish friend. Let's
double date."
A blind date? Nah, that wasn't for me. But Sid kept
pestering me, and a
few days later we headed up to the Bronx to pick up his date and her
friend Roma. I had to admit, for a blind date this wasn't so bad. Roma
was a nurse at a Bronx hospital. She was kind and smart. Beautiful,
too, with swirling brown curls and green, almond-shaped eyes that
sparkled with life.
The four of us drove out to Coney Island. Roma was
easy to talk to,
easy to be with. Turned out she was wary of blind dates, too! We were
both just doing our friends a favor. We took a stroll on the boardwalk,
enjoying the salty Atlantic breeze, and then had dinner by the shore. I
couldn't remember having a better time.
We piled back into Sid's car, Roma and I sharing the
backseat. As
European Jews who had survived the war, we were aware that much had
been left unsaid between us. She broached the subject,
"Where were you," she asked softly, "during the
war?"
"The camps," I said, the terrible memories still
vivid, the irreparable
loss. I had tried to forget. But you can never forget. She nodded.
"My family was hiding on a farm in Germany, not far
from Berlin," she
told me. "My father knew a priest, and he got us Aryan papers."
I imagined how she must have suffered too, fear, a
constant companion.
And yet here we were, both survivors, in a new world.
"There was a camp next to the farm." Roma continued.
"I saw a boy
there, and I would throw him apples every day." What an amazing
coincidence that she had helped some other boy.
"What did he look like? I asked.
"He was tall. Skinny. Hungry. I must have seen him
every day for six
months."
My heart was racing. I couldn't believe it. This
couldn't be.
"Did he tell you one day not to come back because he
was leaving
Schlieben?"
Roma looked at me in amazement.
"Yes, that was me!"
I was ready to burst with joy and awe, flooded with
emotions. I
couldn't believe it. My angel.
"I'm not letting you go." I said to Roma. And in the
back of the car on
that blind date, I proposed to her. I didn't want to wait.
"You're crazy!" she said.
But she invited me to meet her parents for Shabbat
dinner the following
week. There was so much I looked forward to learning about Roma, but
the most important things I always knew: her steadfastness, her
goodness. For many months, in the worst of circumstances, she had come
to the fence and given me hope.
Now that I'd found her again, I could never let her
go. That day, she
said yes. And I kept my word. After nearly 50 years of marriage, two
children and three grandchildren, I have never let her go.
~ The
author is Herman Rosenblat who now lives in Miami Beach, Florida.
His story is true and is being made into a movie called "The Fence"
with more information at http://www.atlanticoverseaspictures.com/
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